Stop emoting

Interference or concern?

Not even about the person - why so much reaction? Don't emotions leave you completely overwhelmed and unstable. It's like they mess you up from the inside - leaving you with eratic behaviours and misinterpreted reactions. There's the split between your underemoting and your over reacting. Your action and your thought process. It's all scary and curls you up from the inside - twisting and clenching while the outside may show it to be burning or not at all.

Then is it okay? The outside and the inside - their dis balance? Their difference? Their creation of something even worse and grosser than you wanted - consequences??!!!

It's not easy being human. It's not fun - minds and hearts may give us advantages over animal but also make things so complex it becomes difficult and unbearable. What happened to the simplicity? The simplicity of honesty? And of secrets and of not having to think before you spoke? Is it adulthood? Or a similar realisation of it? Can there be no more simplicity? Just emotions? Just adulthood?